Thursday, January 20, 2011

妈妈心情日记

我的宝贝一岁了!

在过去的一年里,这个初为人母的我在生理上经历了许多变化,心理上的冲击更是无法轻易的以几行字来形容或叙说。

回首那365天,我不仅有了很多从未有过的新体验,更是从很抗拒生小孩,变成享受当母亲的感觉。这转变是我意想不到,也让自己很感惊讶。

其实,对于当妈妈和照顾小孩这回事,我有时还是感到茫然不知所措,有时也怀疑我在家亲自照顾孩子是否是对的选择。

很多时候,我感到现在的生活枯燥乏味,很害怕自己成为黄脸婆,更担心与社会脱节。

但每次孩子咯咯笑着投入我的怀抱时,那种幸福的感觉让所有担忧都顿时消失;每回看着孩子安详的熟睡的样子,我就觉得一切的牺牲是值得的。

现在内心的许多挣扎,我觉得是因为当初没有为当妈妈这回事好好的做心理准备的缘故;但就算让时光倒流,我想我也没法完完全全的做好准备。因为当母亲就是这么一回事——它永远有让你措手不及的时候,更有许多让你意想不到的事情。你很有可能在很短的时间里同时尝尽生活的甜酸苦辣。

我想,人生在每个阶段都有不同的重点。我选择了当个WAHM (Work-at-home-mom 在家工作的母亲) ,因为我希望在孩子成长的每个阶段,在他所经历的每个最初,我都在他身边。我也许不是最称职的妈妈,但我愿意努力,只因我希望能给孩子最好的。这就是所谓的天下父母心吧!


2009年6月7日——从那天起,我知道生活将从此改变


宝贝刚呱呱落地时的样子


宝贝一岁了!陪伴他成长的每一天都是一种幸福




4 comments:

The Savvy Mummy said...

Hey, glad to see a blogger that can blog in Chinese! I can identify with what you said. I also changed a lot after becoming a mummy. I am really surprised by some of my changes too.

Ruth Wong said...

Hi SavvyMummy, thanks for your comments! I write occasionally in Chinese, maybe I should do that more often in the future :) And yes, don't we all change after becoming mommies? It's just a matter of the extent. Mommyhood must be one of the most life-changing experiences a woman will ever encounter in her lifetime! :)

♥Shalny♥ said...

Hi Ruth. I would like to get to know more blogger mummies, was browsing thru the web and found your blog.
I really miss the feeling of pregnancy and all. My baby boy is 8months old now.
Do visit my blog too :)

Ruth Wong said...

Hi Shalny, thanks for visiting my blog! I love to get to know more blogger moms too! You've got a lovely blog :)

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